21/03/23
Found this in some txt files...it was in
"pets corner" before:
In march i had an idea to buy or find
a new pet.But i don't have much money
and i can easily forget that i have
something to care of :DD.At first i
wanted to buy a rat(CAUSE,GUYS,THEY ARE
SO COOL NGL).But after i saw how active
they are,i understood that they
won't be so happy living with me.
I like to just have something and don't
care about it much.So, i started to
search the internet for something exotic
and calm.And here i found out about stick
insects!!I bought 3 insects and they're
still alive(wow).I tried to give them
funny names, but they were too much
similar first months,so i couldn't
remember who is who.But the one was
really different.He had just four legs
,because two more broke because something
scared him :(
As time flew by,he grew two legs
back.He is the smallest one in my stick
insects family.There are also the
biggest one(and the most obedient),and
middle one(he's just basic).
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They all died btw :))
10/03/23
02:37 am lol: I'm so attached to
internet rn.
i understand that i have no one who
cares about me irl, and yes i love
my internet friends, so much, but..
u know, why there's no one around
me when I need support in real life?
when i want to hang out or smth?
I'm trying to make myself look like
interesting
person with some goals in life, but
no one cares actually B)
"love" those night thoughts, they
won't let me sleep >:(((
Okay, to not leave this day as a
depressed one, I'll tell something
else ig.i have an idea to post
some of my screenshots from roblox to
a shitposting page, because what
else is more likely shitpost than
it,lol.And some new nice artworks
i have for an art page.i kinda
love them really,most were made
for my friends.(it may seem like
i have a lot,but nah, actually
1-2 friends if they're even
replying.) so yeah, there would
be updates soon, but for now
i just felt like writing something
here. Like, c'mon, it's called
diary page, so i can text
whatever i want :DD.
Going to sleep now and dying on
lessons because I'll be sooooo
sleepy!! :))
14/02/23
Happy Valentine's day everyone^^
23/01/23
That was a nice day.But the
evening wasn't that good, ehhhh...
Gotta change some things in my life
as soon as possible :v
19/01/23
Had the most number of hits yesterday
,whyyy I haven't updated my website
for a while '-'
30/12/22

I need to change my art style

I need to change my art style

I need to change my art style

I need to change my art style

I need to change my art style
If i even have one,lmao
29/12/22
Hmmm that's New Year soon,
and it's my own business to
buy a present for myself,
or i won't get one D:. I'm
kinda lazy now,but soon I'll
update shitpost page, and
there would appear some memes or
other internet stuff, idk.
Sad news!!:All stick-insects are
dead.And I'm saving one of them
for putting it into epoxy resign.
Poor guys, i loved all three of
them so much:(
But life sucks so...
And i guess my fish are going to
die soon too, they all kinda look
ill, but I'm not very sad, cause
if I'm lucky, then I'll found them
dead before they rot somewhere in
a fish tank.
Not mentioning all these things,
I've started to feel quite happy
lately,life is getting brighter.
15/12/22
I just remembered, that in
summer i could hear trains
before falling asleep.Now
it's winter and windows are
always closed, so I can't
really identify any sounds.
Maybe it still is, but
really really quiet.And
there was also a bird(??)
or something that made
creaking sound which I
don't know how to describe.
It was much alike sound
of an old swing.A creepy
thing about it, is that
this sound happened at
night, never in the
daytime.
13/12/22
I feel sick, so no big updates
for a while.Stay healthy!!:p
(Actually, forget about it,
I'm still writing stuff here,lol)
4/12/22
Really nice day.Went for a walk
with my friend, we ate in a
restaurant.I don't visit
restaurants much
so i love to do it sometimes.
My crazy question to CaptainHowdy
in Tumblr is declined i guess,
but i do understand why,so it's not
much of a problem.I just choose
strange ways to find friends,
the question was smth about it)
So if u are here for some reason
and want to talk,anyone really,
u can write to me in any social
media,i will never bite :).
One more stupid thing about
today.I bought funny-looking
plushie which u can check
on my Pinterest.
That was an impulsive action to
buy it, but i like to make
stupid decisions,so yeah.
And i got rid of my dreams html
file for a while,i just don't
have enough motivation to write
about my dreams now.May recreate
it later.May not.Idk either.
Good night!! Or, well, it's
day for u maybe..
3/12/22
I truly think this is funny how
filter recognised one more
person behind Neil--
And i also send it to Neil
himself, I'm brave as f/ck B)
(BTW I'm going to maybe create
one more html file just for
uploading my dead animals which
most are resting in epoxy resign)
1-2/12/22
10k views.Wow.
And one more dead pet,yellow
ternetiya fish this time.
30/11/22
Adopt-shops keep not accepting my adopts.
I'm slowly going insane, i tried to
draw smth looking good five times, and
it's still not good enough for them :l.
I want to buy a spider so bad.Like yeah
real one, i want SO BAAAD... There is
only one seller quite far away from me
in the city, so it's quite complicated.
I guess my only way is to talk with
parents about it(so they could drive me
here)but they still laugh about it and
nothing more.I feel like a very very
young child now.
01/11/22
There weren't any updates for a while,
i apologise :(.Hmm, what's new in my
life..Well,i finally cut my hair in
october,now it's short.I had mallet
for a while,but my hair is quite fluffy
and thick and it's very complicated
to go without ponytail or anything
like that with medium length hair.
For a period of time in summer 2021
(when i was going threw my tomboy arc)
i had very short hair,and i really
loved it,but i'm too lazy to go to
the hairdresser every 2-3 months.
I tried to shoot some birds outside,
it didn't went well.Earlier i shoot
rats and it was quite fun,but there
aren't any rats anymore(
I made a ring with that orange mushroom
i found in woods,maybe it's going
to slowly rot in an epoxy resin..
And one more interesting thing is that
i found my catfish's bone in a fish tank.
I thought that fish was alive..I should
better look after my pets haha..
Ok,i guess it's all for now.
Now,I'm going to learn some jurisprudence
sh/t for helping guilty people
in future.
Byeee!!!
5/10/22
how to talk to people
18/09/22
Hiii!!!
I feel okay, just came from a walk.
I love to go outside when it's late,
i guess it's my favourite time of day.
There aren't any people and i feel
like I'm just a ghost, who's wondering
around.The weather was extremely cold
a week before, but now it's better.I
feel a bit sick,so maybe I'll skip
some school lessons.My classmates and
teachers won't care anyway.
I'm thinking about
creating a new page , where i will
upload all of my dolls i had made.
I'm so proud of how many people
found them looking good, that made me
love them more. Recently i took some
pictures with me and dolls, and i
found myself looking creepy with all
these creations around,haha.
Especially with my Gabriel
(from mandela catalogue) plushie.
He isn't the most positive character
at all.I have some dreams to upload
to the dreams section.I noticed that
I can't remember much dreams when i
have school tomorrow day. Otherwise
i remember much more when it's
weekend.Oh, also, i had found a white
feather on another side of a window.
I like to think about it ,like that
is some kind of a sign from above.
I googled that white feathers
almost always mean good things in
future.For now, that's all. Thank u
for staying here, thanks every new
follower for follow.
I notice everyone.
Good luck, byeeee <ะท
3/09/22
Hi!!!First school day this year
was quite okay, not mentioning
that i spent 8 hours at school.
Really, it's easy to get used to
school when you should be here
for that long at FIRST DAY.
I found a guy in telegram,
who was interested in my
rock-collection.But he doesn't
answer me two days.Guess that's
the end,haha.I want to make a meme
animation so bad,but knowing how
much time should i spend for this
doesn't make me feel good.Maybe
I'll make it one day.I tried a
'replay'function in picsart, and
I really like it.It makes editing
much easier.
Thanks for reading it(if you did).
I appreciate it.
3/08/22
I made some rings of epoxy resin,
i'll try to upload them to my
art place tomorrow.Well, i feel
okay,everything is alright,
i had some pretty interesting
dreams.I'm trying to be very
productive before school starts
next month.On August 1 or 2 i
tried to reanimate a bird,
which my cat bited.But it was
a stupid desicion to believe
that the bird could be alive,
cause its ribs were able to
be seen. And he lost some
blood before i came.Eh...
Well, i buried it and cut off
one wing. Idk why,i just like
how they look like.I'll put
it somewhere as a weird
decoration element and a
reminder of my stupid actions.
29/07/22
Want to cut my hair so badly T-T.
I've got a friend,who has the same
haircut for her whole life, i would
never be able to understand how.
I often want to change something.
26/07/22
I was making a clown boy all
day.There are still things i
could make better, but maaan,i
love the result so much!!!His head,
feet and hands made of clay,
and the other of cloths,not
mentioning decoration elements.
I also made one more complect
of head,feet and hands for other
one handmade doll.But i'll make
it later, i'm tired of making
that one. But it was worth it,
i love him.I'll come up with a
name soon.He looks pretty much
mischievous and curious.
25/07/22
I took some nice pics today.When
i was in a mall i saw a grown man.
He was looking at a model of a
town with a wide childish smile
on his face.It looked kinda cute.
24/07/22
Made Nyon plush(from ranfren).
You can check him and more
plushies in my pinterest :).
22/07/22:
Almost whole day i was working
with that web site and watched
others' web sites.It was a pretty
chill day anyway, i did nothing
exhausting.I have to get ready to
my school exams and it's so fckng
boring i've got better things to
doooooo...Okay, i won't talk
about school much, just gonna pull
myself together and study some
subjects someday.Better to do that
as soon as possible...BORINGGGKGK.
Okay, bye, i'm going to sleep
for a while :)